Wednesday, July 01, 2009
No photos... yet
What was your first impression of me? 90% of the people I meet after/during secondary school would answer "Dao" or "Unfriendly" while teachers always say I look really blur.
In secondary school band, I remember a junior running away to hide when she saw me. She wasn't even my direct junior (ie plays the trumpet) AND she had migrated overseas and was back in crescent for a visit. My direct juniors were also afraid of me - even though I was laughing quite often with or at them - and I never knew why. Then in JC, my band senior eventually told me that she didn't dare talk to me at first because I looked really fierce/dao/unfriendly.
And today, after Yips told me her friend said I looked dao, I asked the other temps if their first impression of me was the same.
A whole load of hushed up opinions came out.
The permanent staff say I look unfriendly, the previous temps think so too.
Seriously, DO I LOOK THAT UNFRIENDLY?!?!?!
My eyebrows are not drawn thin, neither are my eyes That piercing nor do my features stand out so strong! Mark thinks its because my mouth is downturned when I don't smile. But I can't be wearing a smile 24/7, can I? I'm sorry my face looks like this but I dont think the issue is that much of a problem to warrant plastic surgery? The best thing is, those people who think I look unfriendly gossip about it when they never ever talked to me before!
I've received so many comments about my looking unfriendly that it shouldn't come as a surprise that I'm receiving so much more in the new workplace. But the only reason why I'm concerned now is that I'm indirectly working under Moogles and it's bad if people get the wrong impression that I'm acting all superior when I'm really just a temp - just because I'm her daughter.
But in any case, I thought this would make a good post. Tell me what your first impression of me was!
PS: Josephine Ng if you're reading this, I'm taking Finance, AIS, GRA, Comms and MPW this coming term!

